Thursday, March 12, 2009

Snails Pace

"Inch by inch, it's a cinch. By the yard it's hard."

I don't know who originally said those words, but I received them this morning in a text message, and they could not be more true. Visible progress. Every day, moving towards something greater, something bigger. Too often I get weighed down by the big picture and this weight is often times 99% worry. I'm a chronic, self professed worrier, although I have made great strides in the last couple of years to put a stop to that. Why? Because 99% of the time it never comes true. 99% of the time, my fears turn into silly notions, and more often than not, I am forced to laugh at the absurdity of the entire situation that I have constructed in my mind: the scenario and the outcome. Stinkin' thinkin. It's only me that can put an end to the continuous thought feed that runs through my head.

The past couple of weeks I have felt like I am moving at a snails pace. Not even an inch. But after a while, all those small movements start to accumulate and create distance. I might have only achieved an inch in total, but it's an inch further than where I was. Visible progress. So I ask, what's your visible progress? What progress did you make today?

In my quest to figure out myself and what I want, I have decided to go spend a night in a full service, commercial kitchen. The thought of going into the cooking industry has been a niggling thought in the back of my mind. So, in order to better equip myself, I'm heading off in the depths of a restaurant kitchen. JaroBlue, located here in Calgary, is an amazing tapas restaurant located on 17th Avenue. It's great for a date, a starting point for your night or just an amazing bite to eat. This is where you will find me tonight - in the kitchen, watching and doing as I am allowed. I spent one night there before, but it was a Wednesday night and slow. Jonas, the head chef, informed me that to really get an idea of what a good night looks like, come back on a Friday. So, away I go. Pictures to come shortly!

Have a great weekend.

2 comments:

  1. Well I have made signifigant progress just by telling myself every monring "Wake up and feed the children". Everyone around the world has someone they need to wake up and feed, something they must accomplish that day, that can not wait. Some days are hard, some days I bound out of bed, and surprise myself by finding myself in the shower.

    Finding the COURAGE to take an inch daily is the hardest part. But I believe in myself, I believe in the bigger picture, even if today I need to just take an inch.

    j

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  2. Jewels,
    Looking forward to hearing about your kitchen experience. Your writing is beautiful, by the way...
    Hugs and Love,
    Sarah

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