Day four - and I don't want to take a single photo. Not one. I have my camera sitting in front of me, and yet, the desire and will to pick it up is totally lost. Part of me wants to take no photo's and give into my blah feelings, but I know that will never accomplish anything. What it might accomplish is something that seems very counter productive to what I had originally set out to achieve. Good question - what did I set out to achieve? Was it truly a deviation from my work, or was it something else? It's day four - profound meaning hasn't yet arrived.
I'm feeling low today, mainly about work. I got to thinking this morning that maybe I needed to make a TILT list and replace Thursday with Tuesday: Things I love Tuesday. I think it will make me feel better. It will help me focus on what I have rather than what I don't.
Things I Love Tuesday:
Chris ~ A roommate who makes me feel like a million bucks ~ laughter ~ discovering hidden paths near my house that have swings hidden in the lilac bushes ~ Schmonny Schmenkins ~ Loving and supportive parents ~ Friends who move from Scotland to Calgary ~ Upcoming vacations and concerts ~ New cookbooks ~ Dancing and singing to the music at Super Store ~ Chocolate ~ Hope in changing my situation ~ baseball practice ~ Making a commitment and sticking to it ~ Stretching, even though it's painful~ Anticipation of matching ink in August.
I feel better. My lunch today will be spent taking photo's. It will give me a chance to stretch in more ways than one.
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