Yesterday was a bad day. To be more exact it was painful. When the clock stuck 11, I was sure it was close to 4:30, and as the hours tolled away, the pain increased with each passing moment.
10:30 - Hired a new CFO to come dig our company out of 3 weeks worth of paperwork
11:30 - Fire the only man left in the company
11:45 - CEO vows to take legal action against man just fired.
12 - 3:30 - invoicing and shuffling of human hours to make estimates look proper and to keep the bosses wife off my back.
3:30 - Bosses wife emails with a statement that wasn't intended to "point the finger" but when your name is in the "to:" box, it's not hard to see where the finger is pointing.
To put it bluntly, after about 10am, I was ready to start drinking, heavily. The situation was such, that drinking sounded like the only possibly option.
When I got home, I was torn between sitting on the couch, potato chips in hand, feeling sorry for myself or going to stuff my bad day into some retail therapy. Retail therapy won, and I donned my coat on and headed to Costco.
Now Costco is a large place, filled to the brim with clothes, electronics, and other shiny things. I made a quick visit to the book section, took a peruse through the sporting goods, meandered through the women's clothing, but none of these items rested in my cart. Upon final check out, I left with 3 pounds of unsalted butter, Olive Oil, 3 types of cheese, a litre of cream and chips (the healthy kind). These items became my motivation for getting through the week. Having the ingredients on hand to make whatever my heart desired was enough to keep me smiling at work, happy with myself and motivated to keep pressing forward.
Often times, we don't reward ourselves for a job well done or an achievement made. I believe this is a crime - in its worst form. At the end of the day, we have the biggest let down of all - We've let ourselves done. Celebrations should be required every time I push myself to do something, and achieve that something. I think I'm going to institute a new rule: I reward myself every time I achieve something I've set out to achieve. Yesterday, it was merely getting through my day. I did. I wasn't particularly happy yesterday at 4:32pm, when I finally pushed open the doors and inhaled fresh air, but I made it. Time for a reward. Butter to some might seem like a waste of time and money. For me, it was the ultimate incentive.
So, maybe instead of beating ourselves up for everything little thing we do wrong, we should celebrate everything little thing we did right. Wouldn't we be a whole lot further ahead? I'm bound to have more bad work days, but I know that the power of butter will keep me motivated to keep smiling when I am right in the thick of it.